Loneliness is a sin so I should stop being lonely.
Last night, I attended the Mid-week Service in our church and I am so happy. I am really glad that I had a time to go there and worship God.
Since last Sunday up to Tuesday, I am so sad because of him. He doesn't talk to me. He is not the same ... that I know but still I like him so much. The saddest thing is that when somebody told me that he already likes someone. It hurts so much because I like him but I should accept that.
Hmmmm. I really cried for 2 nights when I remember him but yesterday when I woke up, I prayed that my sadness will go away. Yesterday is so different. Hmmm, I felt God's comfort.
I am touched with the message last night. I found out that loneliness is a sin so I should not be lonely because of him. All that I'm going to do is pray and believe that my time will come and I will be happy soon.
It took me one hour to write something for him. I will not give it to him until the time that I am praying for..(November 15).
I told myself that if something blocks me from giving it to him or to tell him how much I like him then it is not yet the right time for him to know but it's so hard to think that if I will give it to him he might be mad at me. But I want him to know that I exist and I was hurt but I will wait...^^
Since last Sunday up to Tuesday, I am so sad because of him. He doesn't talk to me. He is not the same ... that I know but still I like him so much. The saddest thing is that when somebody told me that he already likes someone. It hurts so much because I like him but I should accept that.
Hmmmm. I really cried for 2 nights when I remember him but yesterday when I woke up, I prayed that my sadness will go away. Yesterday is so different. Hmmm, I felt God's comfort.
I am touched with the message last night. I found out that loneliness is a sin so I should not be lonely because of him. All that I'm going to do is pray and believe that my time will come and I will be happy soon.
It took me one hour to write something for him. I will not give it to him until the time that I am praying for..(November 15).
I told myself that if something blocks me from giving it to him or to tell him how much I like him then it is not yet the right time for him to know but it's so hard to think that if I will give it to him he might be mad at me. But I want him to know that I exist and I was hurt but I will wait...^^
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