What a Day!!!

Today, July 7, 2008, I had a thought of having a suicide. HAHA. I know it's bad. But the suicide I'm thinking is that to have an anemia. I want to go to a hospital for a week to have a rest or hmm I just miss the hospital.

It's weird isn't it? Well, I feel so tired. Always going to school. Studying hard for my future. But I am really happy it's just that in school I am always studying hard while the others are playing safe. I mean I always recites, got perfect or high scores in quizzes and exams. I do not have a competent. I mean I am searching for a person whom I can use my knowledge to fight for.

School is boring unlike in High School I have many friend whom I competes in school quizzes and recitations.

I'm really happy that I got high scores because I want to be successful by using my brain. I mean like what the teacher said, "It is better to have a used brain than to have a genuine brain."

Well back to the thought of having anemia. I will try to look for the things that can cause anemia. Haha....I want to go to a hospital.

I miss my Pizza. I really do. Going to the hospital and planning to have an anemia is because of him. I hate my Pizza because I like him so much.