July 31

Today is July 31. The last day of July. I really don't know what to write today. I mean I have plenty of things to write but I have few minutes left because my sister will use the PC.

I had plenty of things that happened to me this month. I got my first achievement in College. What is it? I got perfect score on my Preliminary Exam in Chemistry and I got the highest scores in other subjects. My quizzes are high. I recite always.

My studying life is ok but there's something missing. That something is that someone and that someone is not always present PHYSICALLY in my life for this month.

He's always not around and I got this idea that I should be used to it because he's not always gonna be there. But even though he's not near, I just think of him and everything's alright. Except that sometimes when I remember him, I can't stop the tears falling on my eyes.

Another thing that happened to me this day is that I got a chance to share God's word to my classmates. I shared what my experiences I had and how God helped me through my problems, in school and in hoping for Pizza's love.

I really miss Pizza. I hope he still remember me. I mean even if he's not talking to me anymore, I hope he thinks of me. I don't want to interrupt him anymore. He's so busy in school and I'm worried about his health but I know that he'll be having a nice life. I'm praying for him.

Things changed my outlook this month. I started to do my best in getting good grades for my future. I started to have a smile in things that I do. I started to have a good view of my life and I don't think of things that will make me sad. Everytime that something bad happens to me, I just smile and laugh at my mistakes. I'm different now. Different from what I'm used to be.

I hope August will be alright. I hope I'll have a good and new life this month. Few weeks left and I'll be having my birthday and I hope when that time comes I'm the new Jan.