Thoughts from the Wind

I was walking home this afternoon. Today is a windy day. The wind is blowing so hard and it's so cool. I love to see the trees following the wind's direction. I love to see the clear sky and those white, fluffy clouds.

While walking, I had this thought in my head. Looking at the clouds, I thought about him. I thought about the ONE I LIKE. Is he thinking about me too? Why did he not respond to me when I asked him a question this morning? Am I invisible ti his sight again? Am I a stranger again?

Then, after the wind blew, I realized that I should stop thinking about him. That I should not think about him. That I should forget him. That I have to because it's not yet the time.

I'm trying to stop my head again but it's too hard. It's very hard but I got to try. If he does not care, maybe someday he will. Maybe...

I hope so..but for now...nothing...I don't want to stop thinking about him but...BUT...but...

Hmmm..I hate this feeling again...I really do...