I Miss You

Three words that I am feeling right now. Hmm, I really miss him. ^^. I miss talking to him but I can't allow myself to talk to him. I really can't. I'm not allowed by myself.

This morning in my English class, I did not listen to the S.T. because I know already her lessons and my mind is drifting about him.

This is a little bit weird. I am dreaming about him every night. This night, it's really strange. I dreamed about him. I will not tell the details but I will tell what is strange about it.

I avoided the people..(whom I know)..and went to a corner. That place was under the stairs. A bench was near me and slowly I saw him. His eyes are too sad. Maybe it's because of the thing I did in my dream. I looked at his eyes and he looked into mine. I saw his eyes like it was real. After looking at his eyes, he closed it and I stared at him while his eyes are closed. I closed mine too and when I opened it again, I was already falling from a bridge. Then, I woke up.

Every night, I was dreaming about him and sometimes I feel that it's true but then it's just a dream so I end up waking. Mostly tears are in my eyes and sometimes I find myself staring into blackness after waking up.

I wish I can see his eyes like that. I mean not that he is sad but I can stare at him closely like in my dream. I wish I can. I really wish.

There is really something about him..^^