Cold Week

Wihhh...It has been weeks since the coldness of my world begun. I like it though it makes me shiver every morning after taking a bath. Haha. I am happy that I can always feel the wind blowing and I love it. Too sad that I am going to miss it when summer is near.

My week was a little bit cold emotionally. Haha. I had a fight with my family again. I had lost my ruler. I was no. 2 in HRM 3 with a grade of 1.4 and the highest ion 1.3 in the prelims. I'm not that active in school.

But things turned out right after praying. When I am alone, I am always praying for patience and for forgiveness and endurance. Then last Tuesday, I had a big figth with everyone so I walked out from our home and went to the National Bookstore. I walked from our home to the highway. Hmmm, it's cold and tears are flowing in my eyes. No one was tehre so I'm free to cry. While crying I asked God for healing me. Then on my devotion, God talked to me. I had this thought that I was too blinded with love and my feelings are more focused on physical things rather than God. Then, God woke me up and shaked me by giving me pain that I deserve for all those things. I thanked Him and said sorry then when I woke up this Wednesday morning I searched for the pain but it's all gone and school, was fine. Everything's normal again...^^

Hebrews 11:40 "God has planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect."