Going Crazy

I'm not yet done to my Chemistry Homework. I'm so tired. It's not that hard but the only thing that is making my homework hard is that my mother, Ching-ching and my sister is interrupting me.

My head is so tired. I want to cry. I want to go away from home but I can't because I still have to finish everything. I had so many thoughts in my head and I really hate thinking about them.

Right now, I'm waiting for the one I like. I hope I can talk to him but I'll be waiting until 7:30pm. I really want to talk to him. Everytime, I talk with him, my head goes fine..^^

I don't want to do my paperwork again. I'm really tired. I guess I will not sleep today because of that...

Hmmm, Today, I really had a terrible day. A day full of things...Things that I am thinking I can have but I really can't. For example is that, I want my mom to approve my transferring to other school but she can't. Another is having the things I want but I can't...and lastly, I hope I can talk to THE ONE I LIKE...but I think I can't because he is not online...I also want to go to my secret place but I can't because it's so dark outside...I might be ...

OMO...I'm really tired..I hope God will heal me right now. I know He is there and I want to feel His presence right now. I'm praying but it seems like my prayer bounces of. I know God hears me. I believe and it is just somehing...

Today, my life is full of tears. Yep I can say that. The moment I woke up this morning, in school, my mother, my sister, my homework...everything's so wrong but I still believe that God is with me...That God loves me...That God is here even though ... I believe and I still thank Him for the things that is happenening to me right now. No matter how hard it is...