Bye

Bye is the last word I told him for today. I will not talk to him again. I'll try not to talk to him. I will. I really will.

Even if it's hard on my part, I will push myself to avoid him. And to begin with that I have to stop talking to him.

Tears are flowing in my eyes again as the rain pours down. It's the first day of December and my first December for this year is melancholic.

Who am I for him to talked to? I'm just a nobody.

I hate this pain that I'm feeling right now. I don't hate him but I hate myself more because of liking him makes me sad. I hate it...I hate it...I really hate it...