3 days of ...

For these past 3 days, I got the chance to be alone. I love this feeling. No one talks to me. No one cares. I just do my everything on my own. Sleeping late. Studying. Eating. Walking. Looking at the clouds. I did these things alone.

Trying to do the things to forget that you are empty is somehow helpful. But still, I'm lifeless. I can say these things clearly.
I'm lifeless. I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I love this feeling or I hate it. I guess I'm in between those too.

Being silent is helpful sometimes....Oh!...I'm not in the mood to study right now. I just want to write and feel the wind through the windows...Looking at the sky.