I prayed that rain will not come today. I prayed that the night will be dry and cold. I prayed that I will have the chance to walk with him today.
All of them happened. I'm glad but something is missing. I looked at the sky, there are no stars and no moon. Night will be complete when there are stars, moon and karasuma...
2 nice things are not there tonight. I hope next time it will be....Today is a special day for me but not for him. Ahh....Why am I doing this to myself?..Why am I hurting myself by thinking of him when he don't.
But then, just by his smile, everything's ok. Just by looking at him far apart is enough for me...Today, will never happen again...THIS DAy is a nice opportunity I just missed.
Hmmm...one smile for my birthday....I didn't see. One greet that can make me happy...I didn't hear. One song I want to hear...he didn't play...
I'm nobody...There is nothing special today..Nothing for him but everything for me...Why is the world unfair?..Why? oh why?...
Birthday...Hmmm..a little bit sad but then I'm really glad, I am able to see you...to be with you...even if i don't really know what you are thinking....
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