shana

Love has big impacts to people. Very big. Hmmmmm. It's very weird but I have to write something about this word that gives stress to me..^^

Hmmm, I know this is really weird. My mind is confused about posting or even writing about it but I really have to confess here. I can't directly tell it to him. No one visits my blog, not even him so I have a chance to tell it to him here. He will never know..

I really like him. I really really do. I can't help myself. I'm trying my best to avoid him. I did twice but then I ended up tlkingto him again. I tried not to smile at him nor look at him but at the end of the day, I still do.

I'm really confused. I have every second to tell it to him but I can't. I won't because I don't want him to avoid me. Hmmm.. I have to wait. Four years or five years from now and I know I can wait. Hmmmm...I hope he likes me too...I really hope...

I'm really confused...So confused...