Oh!. This would be my last post here because I moved on. I have my NEW BLOG. I made it this morning and here is the new site:
This morning, I watched the NBA. Lakers against Houston. Haha. Of course the Lakers won the game.
Hmmm. This 5-minutes-post is about the thing I would do today. Not about NBA or anything. ^^. Hmmm. I'm rushing my post here because by 4pm I should be in the church. Haha. Yeah!..We have a practice today. Hmmm. I hope and BELIEVE that God will do something good for me today. Hmmm. (there are a lot of hmmmm's here..hahaha).. Well, just let Him touch my heart to serve Him. ^^.
God Bless...ohohoho...1 minute to go..hehe..^^..Ahmmm..The sky last night is cloudy. I think about killing myself..haha..Bad Girl...Sorry..
Hmmm. Last night, I had a thought in my head. I think I should move on now. I want to change the title of my blog as well as the url of it which is http://tsujin79.blogspot.com. I feel like changing everything. Hmmm. This came to my head because of the memories I remeber. Haha. Tsujin and 79 and so on. Hmmm.
I have this list of titles and urls. Ahmmm. I still don't what to chose..Hehe. What could I possibly do This has been my blog for a year.
..Hmmm. Utah Jazz is one of my favorite team in NBA. They are so cool. Haha. Especially last night when they played between the NY Knicks. Haha. THey are on the lead with 24 points while last Saturday when they played to the Phoenix Suns they are on the lead with 21 points. Haha. I wish them luck...^^..Hmmm...
I graduated from High School exactly a year ago. I can't forget that day. Yeah. The day that me and my high school friends departed our own ways. Some chose to be nurses and others were an artist. Some were accountants and some are managers in future time. Haha.
I really can not forget that last year of my life in high school. We learned from our mistakes and we really had and HAVE a good bonding up to now. High School is what makes us now.
That bonding will never change and yeah..some people admire our friendship..the "PORLAB" people...they admire us for our strong bonds. I heard from people outside. Hehe..^^
I really miss those people. Hmmm. This Friday and Saturday, our loving section will have a reunion. Haha. But unluckily, I can't go. Hmmm. I am sure I will miss a lot. Those people and hmmm. nothing..^^
sorry. I'm having a bad temper today. My headaches, my mom shouts as well as my sister, Ching's naughtiness. Everything. Hmmmm.
I hope God will soon heal me. Not only the things I said above but also what really hurts mostly. Hmmm./.Seek Him first..^^..
Hay!!..Okie..I'm logging out..Have to sleep..Oh!..drink coffee too...Coffee does make me sleep instead of preventing me from sleeping..
Hoho. Today is April1. Another month to start. Hmmm. What could possibly happen to me for this month? Will it be a good month? i hope SOOO.Trust God!!!..Yeah..hehehe
^^. Hmmm. I'm wishing for something impossible but if I pray for it incessantly and it's God's will then it will come true. Believe in M.I.R.A.C.L.E.S.....^^..
I was and is in that state. A state of being alone. Alone for nobody's home. All alone while suffering from a pain inflicted on my heart. I am and should suffer alone for no one here and no one from my friends knows that I'm not happy. That I'm mourning. Mourning for I don't know if he cares. I can't eat nor can I find my sleep as a rest. Why does he not respond?
I thought it was going to rain. Haha. Like what I said on my previous post. But it's not. The sun is alive. Haha. I looked at the window and I can see a nice view. More of orange but really, at 3pm the sky is grey. Haha. Thank God it did not rain.
Even though I'm at home, I don't like to rain because it gives me a melancholic feeling. Haha. I don't know why but really I feel that way.
Right now, I'm listening to the songs in my blog. Haha. Hale!. Hmmm..I miss him. Hehe. He's not talking to me again. Like the days when he was mad at me. I don't know why he does not talk to me and it strikes to my heart. Haha. (Some cold words.) Hay!!!..What could I possibly do?
Haha. I got it. Hmm. It's not yet 4pm but I posted all the things I think I should post right now. Come on!. Let's drink coffee. I love coffee especially when it's cold today. Haha. I think it's going to rain again. Hmm.
I had watched School of Rock last night. I watched it 3 times. Haha. I really enjoyed it. I love the kid who plays the guitar. He's so cool. And also the drummer and the bassist. All of them..^^
Hmmm, My classmates went here at our house this lunch and we watched the School of Rock. We came from school where we got our class cards on our HRM3 subject and I got 1.8. Hmmmm...I really will miss all of them. They are the bunch of people who loved me for what I am. ^^
Omo!..Today, there will be an outage at 4:00pm. Hmmm. I was doing, I mean playing, on my Facebook but I realized that today is Thursday which means I only have 26 minutes before the outage.
I would like to post about my classmates who went here at our house today and I also would like to post about the rainbow I had seen this lunch and the movie, "School of Rock"...Haha.
Now on my next post, I will show everything..tell everything..^^..Lets' start..Now!!
I was in bed. The lights are off. I'm alone. I'm listening to my Hale CD. When the song I always love was played, I got up and opened the pc. I'm changing my songs here on my blog to the Hale Songs. I'm broken today. I really love their songs. Especially this one. The "Underneath the Waves."
I don't want to think. I'm waiting here. I need to talk to him. The song I'm hearing is playing over and over again. I'm broken. God heal me please.
I was disappointed today. I cried so hard because I was lost. I can't be a Cum Laude because I already have a 2.0 grade on my English Subject.
My English subject is my lowest grade. My highest is Applied Chemistry.
Hmmm, but my professor told me that I can still be a Cum Laude if she will be able to go back to school and change my grades to 1.9. I am praying hardly that I can be one. I tried so hard. I did not sleep when it comes to exam days and I recite always. I have good grades but .1 changed my life.
I love Pictures. I want to have a subject about Photography but when it comes to my course I can't because it's all about cooking and managing. Huhu. I wish someday that I will have a chance to study photography. Hmmm.
I like taking pictures. I love the camera. Oh!. Someday, when I already have a job, the first thing that I will buy is a digicam. For now, my dream is the Sony Cybershot T700. My sister has one and although it's not the T700, it's still a Cybershot and I love to use it. Haha.
These days, she's allowing me to borrow her digicam and I enjoy taking pictures. Here are some of the shots I got:
Today, I changed my blog's playlist. I put the song from School Rumble. Haha. I hope you like it. This post is too short...right?..^^
Oh!..I really don't like watching horror movies. I hate it especially those bloody movies. Hmm...It haunts me even on my dreams..Haha. Also, I hate bloody things. Hmmm. I'm afraid of the blood.
Why am I saying this? Haha. It's because this morning, my classmates asked me if I want to watch the movie entitled, "MIRROR". That's the one we had on our seminar. I mean, on the bus, the movie being shown was that movie. Haha. I watched a bit and yeah it's bloddy.
Whoa!!..I went to school this morning to get my grades in Filipino 2 Subject. Unluckily, the other professors are not in school so I was not able to get the other grades on the other subjects.
Hahaha. I got 1.6 in my Filipino and I have a certificate of Best in Mini-Thesis. Hahaha...
Thanks to God I was able to have good grades.
Now, about the title...hehe..If you read it fast, you will come up with the word..
Haha!. This one's my favorite part. By the way, the guitar part near the ending was played by Karasuma. Yeah!..Haha..Hope You enjoy watching..^^..teary-eyed part..
Whoa!..I watched School Ruumble yesterday. I found a DVD and bought it two weeks ago but I just started watching it this Saturday. Haha.
Cool!!..Karasuma knows how to play guitar and he's super cool!!..Hehe..He is also a quiet person. He talks only when someone approaches him but ohhhh!!..I can't explain the feeling.
Karasuma resembles the person I know. Hmmm..They are the same...But the only difference is that Karsauma is an anime while the person I know is a human. Also, Karasuma likes Tenma(the girl who likes him) while the person I know...hmmm..I don't know if he likes me..^^
Hmmm.I really enjoyed watching School Rumble..^^..My Favorite part in Season 2 is Ep. 1-3 and Ep. 5. Haha..^^
Oh!..Today's a hot day...Haha.
I went to the 7-11 store this morning to meet my high school friends. I really miss them so much. We had a small talk. Hmmm..We chit-chat about their own college life. Haha.
I realized just now that God really has a purpose why I did not got the course that I really like. Hmmm...Yup!..Somethings are not really meant for us but God sent something to fill the emptiness..Haha..Wihhh!!!..I miss having devotions. Hmmm..I really do.
Today's a great day. Hmmm..I hope....Hehe..But I really thank God for this wonderful feeling I have today..^^..And even though it's super hit today..I really thank Him..^^
I realized that it's already the mid of March...Hmm..Actually, it will be just one week and it's already April!!...OMO!!..Haha..
I only have 19 posts for March until now..Hmmmm..I'm really tired and busy for writing this month..haha..
Thesis, Seminars and so on...They are eating up my time...But it's ok...It's already vacation..Haha..I hope I'll not be fat..hehe..because...VACATION means DOING NOTHING...omo!!..No Studying and so on!!...hehe..
Ahhh!!!..It's so hot. Hmmm..Sometimes I don't like summer days..It makes me feel sticky and LAZY. I don't want to move my body and all I want to do is lie in the bed. Haha.
I'm sooo tired...Tired of doing nothing. Hmmm..I'm just spending my time today blogging and uploading my pics.
By 2pm, I'll be signing out because by 4pm I have to go to the church for the practice. ^^.
Hmmmmm...I watched a movie last night. The title is "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button".
I borrowed it from my classmate a month ago but because the DVD Player at home does not read it, I returned it to him even though I have not watched it yet.
But last Thursday at school, I saw it again and borrowed it from him and he said that I can return it to him this Tuesday.
Last night, I watched it and it's so nice. A good story. Hmmm. I think it was a film made through a book. I hope I can find that book because it's so nice.
The sad part is when he died and when he left his daughter. Haha..But I really liked it so much..^^
The last two days before, I've been thinking about writing a post here but I can't because I spent my time watching movies and staying at the park with my friends.
This week was the last week we had before vacation. I will study at Siena College Taytay and it was decided. I got the Honorable Dismissal and the records I need. (Actually I still don't have it on my side, I just requested for it at school but it's the same..^^)
I got a week full of something. Haha. It's a nice week. I did the things I haven't done before.
I finished watching two series of anime..My favorites..Special A and Ultra Maniac.
I stayed on the park every aftrenoon with my friends and I failed for the job interview for the summer job..Hahaha..^^
Ahmmm..what else?...Oh Yeah!..I'm still uploading those pics we had last week..Haha..
I have this new hobby. Haha. Taking pictures of my one and only closed shoes. A white polka dots of black. The first picture was shot when I arrived at the school at 5:45am. The next one was on the bus. And the other two was in the Heny Sison Culinary School. All these pictures were taken last Saturday on our E-tour. ^^
I borrowed my classmate's USB. I asked him if I could have a copy of the songs he is listening. He gave me his USB this afternoon in school. Tomorrow I will return it to him. I also added songs to his USB as a thank you thing. Hehe.
I put Korean songs like the "Korean Happy Birthday song" which he sings these days..haha. Yeah. He learned that from me. Also, I included some OST from Korean movies and dramas. And lastly..The Three Little Bears Korean Song which is new to their ears.
Haha. I found his songs cool to ears. Why? Oh! Why?...Well...Hi s songs are mostly RNB and soft to ears. Hmmm..a very diffrent music from what I am fond of. Hmmm..I like rock songs...Oh!..On my nest post I will make a post about the lyrics of one of the songs in his USB. It'a a Filipino song and I haven't heard of it. Just now and I like it. Haha.
After Heny Sison Culinary School, we went to the Chocolate Lovers. Me and my classmates were so hungry because we arrived at the Chocolate Lovers nearly 1:30pm and we haven't eaten our lunch yet. Our professor told us that after Chocolate Lovers we can eat to the nearby fastfoods like Jollibee, KFC and Burger King.
I got down in the bus and hang with my seatmate because like I said me and my bestfriend had a war. ^^. We looked inside the Chocolate Lovers and saw all the ingredients for baking. There are a lot of chocolates with different colors but Chocolate Lovers is not exactly what I imagined. Haha.
Next stop was the FabTech where all the utensils, chef gowns and so on could be bought. The prices of utenstils and other stuffs there is so super expensive. Haha. Some costs 1M and others are 285, 000.
I only went to FabTech because I need to go to the comfort room. I found out that there were 3 of us who needs to go there. We asked where the comfort room is and went there. My classmate locked the door and after the three of us are finished we find the doors locked in a way that we did not expect. We were locked inside. We can't open the doors and we called for help. We were so lucky that our classmates are still on the other side of the door and they asked for help. The man working at the FabTech opened the door for us and that was a creepy experience.
March 15, 2009, Saturday, Heny Sison, Chocolate Lovers, FabTech and MOA.
Yesterday, I had a great day. Hmmm. Half-great, half-broken. Haha. So that means that not really a great day.
Well, I was seated on the second to the last row on the bus and I'm in the aisle. My bestfriend was on the other side seated with PiggyBear.
Me and my bestfriend had a fight and yesterday, she was my worst enemy because she hurt my feelings a lot. A BIG...BIG..BIG...A LOT. Yeah, she's the one who caused me a heartbroken.
Hmmm. But really, I enjoyed the trip because the people beside me and the ones at the back and front row are so noisy and alive. I enjoyed being with them.
When we are in the HENY SISON Culinary School, we decorated our own cupckaes and we did some flower arranging. We were teached by famous chefs and flower decorator. Those mentors are the one making the cakes of the former Firts Lady, Imelda Marcos and Ms. Lucy Torres-Gomez.
I enjoyed the flower arranging becaue I l0ve flowers. Most of the flowers I got were the orange roses and peach ones. There are also red and pink and some yellow with green flowers.
I also like the part when we are decorating our own cupcakes. I ahven't eaten mine yet. I'm planning to eat it later haha. ^^
I learned a lot of things when it comes to baking. Yeah, that E-tour sure was great. ^^.
Wow!!!For the first time I composed my own song. It's a Filipino song about the Terminal. I made it last Tuesday while waiting on the Terminal. Actually, It's a love song.
Hmmm. The song is about me waiting there. I mean there's a story behind the Terminal and it's about a Tuesday afternoon and I'm waiting for someone. I did not know if he was to come but he did. I waited for 4 hours tehre. Standing alone and with the hope that he will come. ^^
Haha..I'll not write it here because someone can stole it for me..^^
Wow...It's been a week since my last post. Haha. That's because this week is our finals and we had our baby thesis.
I'm sad for the memories I had not written here. Haha. I can't write it here anymore but really..I'm happy to be back..^^
Wah!!!...Our baby thesis is already done. Now we just have to edit and revise it. Our defense happened this afternoon and it was a success. I enjoyed our Filipino subject. Haha. I love Filipino subject. Wahahaha!!!
I'm so happy for the achievement that we had. This will be one of the unforgettable experience I had.
iikotToday, I saw the President of The Philippines. The inauguration of the new Capitol of the Rizal Province was held at Ynares Center. As a student of the University of Rizal System, it is a must to attend there. Hmmm. It was a tiring day but at least I saw the President of the Philippines..LIVE..Hehe
I made this one on Photoshop...Ahhh!!..I hate it. I hope it looks fine because I'm just an amateur in Photoshop..Hehe..^^
Hope you'll like it..^^
Wihhhh!!
I'm having my research on the net about my Research Papers. Like I said my topic is about Daydreaming and I want to know the reasons why we daydream. I also want to know the effects of it to us and if possible the meaning of it.
I'm doing my "taking down notes" by copying and pasting and including the sites and the people involved.
Actually, daydreaming is a not so related topic to my course which is Hotel and Restaurant Management but I really want that topic.
Now, I had scanned many things about daydreaming and I found a site about a survey in Daydreaming...
I answered 12 questions and the result is:
You spend less time than the average individual ‘lost in thought’ or mind-wandering.
You use your mind-wandering time wisely! You spend more time than the average individual planning or problem-solving while daydreaming.
You spend more time than the average individual planning and anticipating events in the impending future (i.e., you are a planner).
You are a social butterfly! You tend to think about your interactions with other people more than the average daydreamer while absorbed in internal thought.
Your daydreams are more creative than most.
Because of a mixing bowl, my classmate hates me. Hmmm. I like her so much but now she hates me because of the mixing bowl.
This morning on our HRM3 subject, we made doughnuts..(like I said on my last post). My group came at the laboratory second. Then we gathered the utensils that we will use such as mixing bowls, rolling pin, sheet pans, measuring cups and spoons, plates and so on.
I don't know what time their group came in. But they came in when we are already preparing, sifting our ingredients.
She borrowed the mixing bowl that we are using. My groupmates told her that she should ask me first. She asked me but I told her that it's not up to me. It's up to my groupmates. Then she got mad and said that she did not need our mixing bowl.
Everytime I approach her this afternoon, she's not in the mood. I really like her and I don't want to have enemies especially now that I am leaving the school. She talks to my groupmates but to me she's not.
I really don't want other people to be mad at me so now I am praying that she will realize that she should have an open-minded heart.
Whoa!
I have a fully loaded month. Me and my groupmates will conduct a Simple Random Sampling for our Semi-Thesis on Filipino. Also, on our English Subject, we have an individual research thing. Omo!
I have plenty of things to do...I'm not yet done on my scrapbook and I am not yet doing my research about my topic.
By the way, my topic for the reseacrh thing in English is about The Effects of DayDreaming to Students. I chose that subject because I can see people who daydreams a lot. A good example is me. But the effect of it to me is not negative..But I think some people have negative effects by daydreaming..Right?..Hmm I'll find out the answer soon..After my research..Haha
Aiguu!!..I only slept two hours last night. I got to bed at 3 am and woke up again for school at 5 am. Why I tried to finish my scrapbook but I only got halfway. Also I made the Three Chapters of our Semi-Thesis on Filipino Subject. You know what?
I hate people. I hate those who only survives by being dependent to other people. Yeah!..My groupmates in Semi-Thesis Thing are not helping me. I thought that thy will try to have their answers but I'm the only one who had the answer. I'm the only one who slept two hours. I' the only one working at the dawn while they are sleeping.
I hate them but I know God has a plan for that. I pray that He will bless them with wisdom so that they can help me.
On our HRM class, we baked a doughnut. The flavor is Bavarian. I don't like bavarians. It is my least favorite..But today, I ate a lot of doughnuts..hehe..^^
My title is about my classmate. We had a small talk and I will give a nickname. It will be PB. PB talked to me again. Haha. After two weeks, PB talked to me again.
Well, about PB, when we had our last subject, PB asked me about the meaning of the Korean word I put to PB's paper. I checked PB's paper. I will not say the meaning of it..^^..But it's something..^^
Hmmm..when we are dismissed, we talked again. It's about our project on Tuesday. PB joked that PB will be gone. PB will be dead. I told PB not to joke about that..^^..Then we went on our separate ways..^^
PB, Vanessa, Jhenifer, Farah, and so on..^^..I like them all..^^
Okay...
Hmm..
Sorry..
Eto na ang huling aPost ko ng Tagalog...
Kasi kailangan ko ng mag-English...
Need kasi sa course ko eh..and para maging ok ung grammar ko..
Para ma-practice din ako..
Hehe..
^^
God Bless...
Mapua
