Sad, Lonely, Alone

Yesterday was a Monday, June 09, 2008, we had our practice for our short play. I was with my friend of course and I enjoyed half of the day because I saw him but now I'm sad because even if I saw him yesterday I miss him.

I don't know why I am like this. I hate myself because I think that he don't like me when I should be an optimistic. I have these thoughts in my mind while waiting for his text message but I don't think that he will reply.

I'll still be waiting. That's what I'm telling to myself to prevent the sadness. I also think of happy things and listen to Pachelbel's Canon which is in rock version. He introduced that to me.

I hope I can see him this night. hmmm very sad.