I'm really happy to meet a person like him. I consider him as my best friend even if he don't know.
The first time I met him was his birthday party at church. It was May 25, 2008 and it's his 16th birthday. We met and talked about college that night. It was very easy talking to him because he is such an outgoing, friendly boy. He don't talk that much and he won't talk to you unless you approach him. hehe.
By the way the topic we had was the course I really wanted. He likes it too but unfortunately my mom don't want me to get that course so I just chose H.R.M. as my second choice. haha. He gave me stories and told me that he will also teach me about some of his lessons.
After that night, I was online on friendster and decided to search for his friendster. I saw it and added him and he accepted it. I gave him comment and he replied. I asked his ym if he had and he gave it to me and after that we talked on ym.
Too bad my sister came home already so I have to turn-off the computer. I gave him my cellphone number and he text me. I was really happy to have a friend like him because ever since I have no true friend which is a boy.
It's been one week and three days since we met and talked. I learned not much about him. I discovered that he likes pizza, fried chicken, basketball and he don't usually reply on text messages if he's going to sleep.
If you text him a long message he usually responds this following words:
*haha, gege
*aus a
*astig
*ah!
That are some or all of his words in his text messages but I'm really happy last time when I text him because I was really sad and brokenhearted(we call it "BH"). He replied to me that he will give me a glue to fix it. I was happy because I never thought that he would say that. Most of my friends would usually respond this:
*oh it's ok..
* just move on
But he said that it in a different way. I really like his thoughtful, kind words when he told me that. He also said that he will let me ask him so many questions and that he will answer that. That's the time, when I think I like him. I prevented it but I don't think I can handle it now. When I received that message, I thought to myself to ask him if he could fix my heart but I didn't sent it because I was afraid to lose a friend who is very kind.
One more message I received and made me happy was when I was sick(I told him it was a fever but actually it's love sick..hehe) and he text me to eat a lot and if I can't go on the church it's ok. I really like it also when he sent me messages which are spooky but funny when I was alone at home.
I really want to stop this feeling because I don't want others to think that I go to church because of him. The real reason is that I want to feel God and I want to make God happy by praising him.
Every night he will reply at my message. I really appreciate him. I don't like or maybe I like him to read this but I'm really afraid to let him know because I don't want him to leave me and I am still afraid about falling in love because for four years I loved a guy who don't like me. I don't want our friendship turn to nothing because of love.
I am really thankful that I met him. I promised to myself this night, after we talked on not so much things, that I will wait for him after we graduate college I will tell him. I heard that he i not yet ready in relationships so I will wait for him and if we are really destined for each other and if God wants him to be my answered prayer, we will end up being together. I am still praying that he is that man who will love me like I do to my first love. I hope he feels
the same way too.
I really will wait for him and I hope we end up being together. I prayed for a man to be my friend, who is God-Fearing, gentleman, kind and loving and I hope he is the one I've been waiting for. I really hope that he is the last one who I will love and will not hurt me.
To my friend,
I promise that I will wait for you after we graduate at college. I hope that you like me too. We call ourselves ate and kuya and I hope that our friendship will lasty a lifetime. Please love me too. Thanks so much for the advice that you gave to me. I really thank God for letting me meet you. I'm so happy and blessed when I'm at your side. Thanks my dearest friend. I like you so much.
Love,
Hyun S00
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