Our last outing as schoolmates happened last April 4-5,2008. It was a cold night coz we had an overnight swimming here in our city.
This picture was taken before sunset and that's the time where we are already fixing our things to go home.
That day was very teary for me because we can't have our get together next year for the reason that we are going to separate our ways. We will have a new life for college and high school is no more.
But before saying good-bye here is the story of our class' last night.
At 5:00pm we met ourselves near the house of my best-friend. We went to the resort in our city and after few hours, we cooled ourselves by going to the pool.
Water was very cold coz at the same time it's raining while we swam. We played games like finding coins in the pool and running in the pool(yup, running...hehe). I forgot the other games...
Well my favorite time is eating time...we ate street foods which the parents of our two classmate cooked. We ate kikiams, hotdogs, fishball, singkamas and our own snacks like crackers, chichiria(junk foods), and Pepsi Coke, Coca Cola for our drinks...
Okay..back to my story...I entitled it Goodbye Rain coz it's raining that dawn and I am crying alone. I want to go upstairs to the rooftop of the apartment we rented to shout but when i went upstairs, I saw the man who is the reason why i'm crying.
That man was my first love but he don't care about me. He knows I exist but not in his life. He loves my bestfriend. I don't know what to do that time. I just stood up crying before him and he just left without comforting me.
We talked that dawn too but I was the one who asked him. He agreed and I locked the door from this room:
We talked but just a little bit coz my mind was blank and actually I didn't say what I'm supposed to say. I don't know why I wasn't able to say it. I wasted my time sitting near him only saying "thanks", "sorry", "I don't know what to say". I'm really a fool but the most unforgettable word he said to me was "SORRY". That's what he said before going out of the room.
It made me cry a lot but at least no one from our class knows that I cried at 3:00am. It really affected my feelings and up to now when I think of that it makes me cry.
On my next blogs, I will tell you the story about me and my first love....I'll also post blogs about my memorable high school life...
Hope someone out there can give me an advice or some one out there post a comment on what to do?...How to let go of him...like that...
Goodbye Rain!!! ㅠㅠ
Thursday, April 24, 2008
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