Life is About....

I had read so many books about life. One thing in common is that they all said that life is about enjoying.

For me, life is hard. Why? My life is so difficult. All that I want can't be mine and all that I like doesn't like me.

I changed my hairstyle. I changed my looks. I changed everything about my sad life.

I've never been happy with myself.

But everything changed because I want to start a new life. For now, I'm trying to forget my desires and focus more about serving God. I'm trying to live a life that is not for me. I mean for 16 years, I've been dreaming for my life to be happy but I can't find happiness in these desires.

I now it's hard but I think I can do this.

Haha...^_^