Once Again

I am having my vacation and I am so bored. No computers. TV and cellphone not allowed. All you have to do is follow everything that the older people says...Haha..

Hmmmm...2 days to go and it's already 2009. Another year to live. Another adventures and another opportunities..^^

I hope everyone will have a blessed new year...Yeah...This one's too short for updates..Haha..Nothing's change...^^

I will not post anything until I came back in Antipolo. Hmmm... I'm not fond of using this computer. Although the connection is too fast, I still enjoy writing my experiences on our computer in Antipolo...^^

Gifts..^^

I received a gift from my churchmate this morning and I like it so much. It's a poster about the things I should remember. My other churchmate received a poster about Teen's Prayer. It's so good. By the way, the poster was made by papemelroti . Just click on the link to visit their site. They also have their blogspot...here's the link:(click it)..^^

http://papemelroti.blogspot.com/

Papemelroti is one of my favorite crafts shop here. I love buying things there. From organizers, to postres, to notebooks and other crafts that I can buy and use. ^^

Hmm, I also receive a gift from the one I like and his brother and their yaya. I love their gifts. I really do and I will treasure them..^^

Latest from Him..^^

I was blessed by the message this morning...It tells me again that I should never lose hope on what I am praying fro. That I should always believe that God is working in my prayers. I love God and I thank Him for everything that is happening to me even if it's not good sometimes. I love God...^^..So much and I thank him for sending Jesus Christ to save us. ^^

I thnak God for the one I like. I thank him for his life. I thank God for letting me meet him. I thank God that it is him. A good man...^^

What does He wants to tell us?

Galatians 4:4-5

"When the time had fully come, God sent His Son, born of a woman, born under Law, to redeem those under Law, that we might receive the full rights of sons."

• When the time has fully come...

God's divine plan is always on time. When things don't work as we plan them to be we usually complain, becomes impatient and upset. Often, it seems that nothing works in our prayers, when something really works. God is always in the right time working on our lives. There is a purpose why we exist. Your problems are opportunities to depend on the Lord. Always believe that God is working on our lives even if we don't feel it.

• God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under Law, to redeem those under Law...

God reached for us from heaven to earth by Jesus Christ. Jesus was born in the earth and He did not choose to be brought here on the earth by mighty acts. Human are helpless and hopeless before Jesus came. From the day of his birth, the devil worked to stop Jesus from saving us. This only shows that God will meet us where we are, regardless of our problems.

• that we might receive the full rights of sons...

God wants to transform us and reveal our identity. By sending His only Son to save us, we became his sons also. If we still haven't receive what we are praying for it means that God is not yet finished with it..^^..

You can only be what you ought to be through Jesus. Let us be patient with God and with ourselves while God is developing us to the original design He wants us to be...^^

Ecclesiastes 3:1

Everything on earth has its own time and its own season. (CEV) There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. (NIV)

My Last Saturday

Today is my last Saturday here in my hometown...Hmmm..I'll die?

Nope..not really...Haha..I will just leave for vacation...Christmas vacation...^^

Hmm... I was glad that he was the last person I was with. Hmmm, we went home together again...It' was just like the first Saturday that I was with him...June 21..^^...

I am glad that he allowed me to see his smile again..I can't forget that smile and this time it is not a fake smile..It's a real one..The smile I always love..The smile I want from him...The smile that i will never forget..^^..

Hmmm....I am also glad that we are alone together...^^..I'm happy that I talked to him and he talked to me..I'm happy that he's not annoyed and I am happy that I was with him..That God allowed this to happen..^^...(some people might think that he is the reason why I go to church but in reality it is not him....I am separating my feelings from him everytime I needed to and it's so hard but I can manage it..^^)

Oh! One more thing...I am glad that I like him...^^...I am glad that he is the one I am praying for and that he is a gift to me...^^...and his family also..^^...^^....Hmmm....My heart si full of joy just to think of him and it's really something that I never felt before...Hmmmm, I really am thanking God for His creation...^^...

Prayers Come True...(.Almost.)

I baked cookies right?..It's for him..I hope he likes it..I talked to him about the cookies and he said that it's good..I hope so.^^

Hmmm..My wishes for yesterday came true...Almost..why? Here's why...hehe

First, I prayed that I will get his gift and he will get my gift in the exchange gift part of the program. Luckily, I got number 11 which belongs to his brother on my first try but then they said that the first draw was invalid so I'm disappointed but then..Hmmm..next try..I got no. 9 and it belongs to his father..^^...Then my gift was picked by his mother so.....it almost came true...His number is 12 by the way..hehe..^^

Second, I prayed that I will have the courage to give my gift to him. This one came true..I gave it and that's it..^^

Third, I prayed that for something..a surprise and there...Hmmm..I got no. 35 in the raffle and he got no. 36 in the raffle..Wahaha..I still can't beleive it...But thanks to God for answering my prayers..^^

Fourth, I prayed that his yaya will be there..Well, his yaya is there and we talked again. I hope everything will be alright now...Thanks to God for healing those wounds..^^

Fifth, I prayed that I could have a picture of him....Answered again....Even if it's a group picture, I still have a picture with him...^^...I will post it when I have a copy of that now...^^..

Sixth, I prayed that we can talk...Answered...But we just talked for a while maybe few seconds..yeah seconds and not minute..I think...^^...But it's alright because at least I heard his wonderful voice and i saw his smile..^^

Seventh, I prayed that he is the real one...Answered...I know he is because I am praying for him. Ever since I met him. Since the day I first saw him I know it was him...Also...he is God's Gift...^^...I know it..I believe and I am praying for it with my whole faith...I'm patient waiting for the right time..I know it will come...^^..and when that day comes it will be until rapture...^^...I thank God..really thanking him with my whole heart for letting me meet his Gift..^^...I thank him for his life....^^...

Eight and last...I prayed for the wonderful gift that I could receive....^^..I prayed for one but two came...The first one is Jesus Christ was born to save us..That's the greatest gift I ahve andit's the real meaning of Christmas...The second greatest gift I receive is GOD's GIFT...Him...Literally him...That's the meaning of his name....God's Gift...I thank God...Haha...^^

I really had a blessed life..I am blessed for the gifts i have...which costs nothing but is so special to me..^^

December 19

We had our Christmas Party in our church..^^

I am so happy because I have a gift and that is Jesus is born to save me..^^

I baked cookies when I woke up. That is 9 am and I finished baking cookies at 2pm. I rushed and took a bath which gives me 30 minutes and prepared for another 30 minutes. I arrived at the church at past 3 I think. Luckily, there are still few people and I went to a computer shop. I played my favorite online game, Flyff.^^

After that I went to the church again and helped for the preparation. We were finished preparing the decorations and practice at past 6. The program started at past 7..^^

We started by worshiping God. Then goes with the message and there..^^

We enjoyed the night..^^..

The program ended at 10:30pm..^^

Tell Him

Sometimes you just want to tell someone how you really feel not because you don't know why not because you don't know your purpose not because you don't trust them but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand.

Hmmmm..What I really feel?...That's a big impact and I can't tell it to him...Yep..yep..yep....This one's true..^^

Two Kinds..^^

There are only two kinds of human. It can be astronomers or astronauts.

Astronomers are those who are contented just seeing the things that could make them happy;

while

Astronauts want truly to feel what it's like like to be with the things that could make them happy.

Make sense..^^

Disillusionment

After reading something from a book entitled, God is in the Hard Stuff, I was enlightened again. I'll tell first the story how I read the book..First, the book was always near me for the past few days but I am just ignoring it. I mean I am afraid to read something...I'm sorry for that but I want to be honest..^^

I prayed first before I open the book and luckily I had this message...About disillusionment...Hmmm, I agree with what I read...I think I was just having an illusion about the one I like and it gives me a negative thought...The book says that we should never place unrealistic demands on people, especially the people we care about most..(that's him and I am putting him or making him follow my demands and I know it's bad...sorry for that again..)..The people we love will never live up to our expectations...Instead, place the expectations to God...God is the only one who can satisfy our expectations....

Trust Him

There is something going in my mind today...It sucks to think about it and I can't get over it.

Since last night, I am praying for something. I am praying for him. This past few weeks, I think he is avoiding me. It gives me a hard feeling. It gives pain and I can't concentrate on what I am doing.

The way he smiled (or should I say that he really smiled at me) is too different. It is hard to describe but I think he was surprised that he smiled at me and then ignored me quickly.

All that time, it was him that I was thinking and it gives me pain again. Over and over. I quickly prayed after that. I prayed that everything that is happening will be fine. I am praying that it's just me that is thinking that way and it is nothing. Nothing really...

I prayed again...Maybe I prayed for 5 times now. I opened the Bible for help. I found a verse in Lamentations 3:17-25..

" 17I cannot find peace

or remember happiness.

18I tell myself, "I am finished!

I can't count on the LORD

to do anything for me."

19Just thinking of my troubles

and my lonely wandering

makes me miserable.

20That's all I ever think about,

and I am depressed. ^[b] 21Then I remember something

that fills me with hope.

22The LORD's kindness never fails!

If he had not been merciful,

we would have been destroyed. ^[c] 23The LORD can always be trusted

to show mercy each morning.

24Deep in my heart I say,

"The LORD is all I need;

I can depend on him!"

25The LORD is kind to everyone

who trusts and obeys him."

It gave me a feeling of hope again. A feeling which tells me to trust the Lord. Nothing is impossible to Him and the one thing that I want for now is not yet in the right time for me to have. I understand it but I just want that one thing to be good to me...I want him to be the same one that I once like. That is why I prayed...Thanks to God for the message..^^

Adonai

Adonai
Hillsong United

I lift my voice
I lift my praise to You
I lift my hands
I lift my worship to You
And I love You more than I can say
Oh I love You more than I can say


Ever I will sing only You will I adore
Glorify my Lord only You will I serve
For the world will fade away
Still my song to You remains
Only You will I adore


Oh I love You always
Oh I love You always

The Time Has Come

The Time Has Come
Hillsong United

Found love beyond all reason
You gave Your life Your all for me
And called me Yours forever
Caught in the mercy fallout
I found hope found life
Found all I need
You're all I need

The time has come
To stand for all we believe in
So I for one am gonna
Give my praise to You

Today today it's all or nothing
All they way
The praise goes out to You
Yeah all the praise goes out to You
Today today I live for one thing
To give You praise
In everything I do
Yeah all the praise goes out to You

All we are is Yours
And all we're living for
Is all You are
Is all that You are Lord

Complications...

Weather: cold day
Music: Silver Bells, Adonai, The Time Has Come, One Desire
Clothes: blue tops, pants
Smell: fresh air
Emotion: sad, empty, painful
Looking forward to: being numb and him liking me too
Worry: none
Annoyance: my feelings for him
Doing: crying and waiting
Reading: nothing
Sound: Silver Bells, Adonai, The Time Has Come, One Desire
Pain: heart
Itch: none
Hate: myself for liking him
Environment: lifeless, painful world
Taste: none
Want: to have an amnesia
Day: Thursday
Date: 18th December
Time: 11:56pm
Company: none
Windows open: yes
Thought: none..

Why I'm Gone?

It's been days since I posted something here...Hmmm...I got so busy on my exams and of course, I focused on my spiritual life..^^

I enjoy going to church...I love everything that uplifts my soul..^^

I love to hear the good news and God's promises...^^

I love to sing and worship God...^^

I miss serving the Lord because I was gone for two weeks....Because of sickness...Hate it..^^

White Christmas

White Christmas

I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten and children listen
to hear sleigh bells in the snow

I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten and children listen
to hear sleigh bells in the snow

I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
with every christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright,
and may all your Christmases be white

I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
just like the ones I used to know
May your days be merry and bright,
and may all your Christmases be white

I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
with every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright,
and may all your Christmases be white

May your days be merry and bright,
and may all your Christmases be white

And may all your Christmases be white (All your Christmases be white)
And may all your Christmases be white (All your Christmases be white)
And may all your Christmases be
(All your Christmases be white)
(All your Christmases be white)

Blank is the pain that had no name

Weather: rainy day
Music: Silver Bells
Clothes: blue tops, maroon shorts
Smell: fresh air
Emotion: sad, empty, painful
Looking forward to: being numb and him liking me too
Worry: none
Annoyance: my feelings for him
Doing: crying and waiting
Reading: nothing
Sound: Silver Bells
Pain: heart
Itch: none
Hate: myself for liking him
Environment: lifeless, painful world
Taste: none
Want: to have an amnesia
Day: Saturday
Date: 13th December
Time: 08:22pm
Company: none
Windows open: yes
Thought: none..

wihehehe...

Here We Go Again

Here We Go Again

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. No I'm not. Well, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all time to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not, no I'm not).

I'll write you to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (no, I'm not)
Well, I'm not (no, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back

Silver Bells

Silver Bells

Silver bells, silver bells
it's Christmas time in the city
ring-a-ling, hear them ring
soon it will be Christmas day!

City sidewalks, busy sidewalks

dressed in holiday style

in the air there's a feeling of Christmas!

Children laughing, people passing

meeting smile after smile
and on every street corner you'll hear . . .

Silver bells ( silver bells! ) silver bells

( silver bells! )
it's Christmas time in the city
ring-a-ling ( ring-a-ling! ) hear them ring

( hear them ring!! )
soon it will be Christmas day!

Strings of street lights, even stop lights

blink of bright red an' green

as the shoppers rush home with their treasures!

Hear the snow crunch, see the kids bunch

this is Santa's big scene
and above all this bustle you'll hear . . .

Silver bells ( silver bells! ) silver bells

( silver bells! )
it's Christmas time in the city
ring-a-ling ( ring-a-ling! ) hear them ring

( hear them ring!! )
soon it will be Christmas day!

Silver bells ( silver bells! ) silver bells

( silver bells! )
it's Christmas time in the city
ring-a-ling ( ring-a-ling! ) hear them ring

( hear them ring!! )
soon . . . to fade

24 hours alive

I did not sleep for the first t8ime. I was terribly hurt so instead of sleeping I spent the whole night and dawn crying and praying for him. He hurt my feelings so much but still I like him...Hmmm..I don't know what to do...^^

Say it Again for me

Weather: clear sunny day
Music: Say it Again - Marie Digby
Clothes: baby blue tops, pants
Smell: fresh air
Emotion: confused
Looking forward to: being numb
Worry: none
Annoyance: my mother
Doing: studying and blogging
Reading: my friend's book and my notes
Sound: Say it Again - Marie Digby
Pain: i don't know where but I can feel pain
Itch: none
Hate: none?
Environment: peaceful, lifeless
Taste: none
Want: to have an amnesia
Day: Wednesday
Date: 10th December
Time: 04:43pm
Company: none
Windows open: yes
Thought: none..

Forget Who Hurt You!

Exams...^^

Today, we had our exam in PDPR..Personality Development and Public Relations. Wah!!!..I did not expect it. I really did not expect that all the things I reviewed are on the exam except for 4 items there. That 4 items are about stressors which I don't know. There is no such word as stressors here but that's it. I hope my theoies are right about that 4 items.

I answered that stressors are the things that gives the feeling of stress and the classifications are Social Stress, Psychological Stress and Physical Stress. Haha...I hope that is the right answer.

While answering the exam, I had a slight memory loss but I recovered it. Ah! I hate it when I forgot something but I prayed and there I remembered the answer again. Hmmm.

I finsihed the exam easily. Maybe it is because I slept late at night memorizing all those stuffs. Haha. If you can see my eyes this morning. My professor saw me not answering my paper so she asked if I'm already done. I was embarrased because I don't want the other students who are still answering that I'm done already. I don't want them to think something negative.

After the exam, everything was successful. I made new friends again from my new classmates and I really love that section. I love my new classmates now. I enjoy being with them.

Tomorrow we will have our exam on HRM (Baking Science) and Filipino, which I hope I can survive. There are many terms to memorize on both subjects so I have to stay up late again. I've been up for two days not having a good sleep. I hope everything will be fine after these exam week..Haha..

Good Day to all of you..^^.God Bless..^^

"In everything we do, put God first and He will direct our ways into success."

Blank..Empty..

Weather: windy, clear day
Music: Say it Again - Marie Digby
Clothes: black and white tops, brown shorts
Smell: fresh air
Emotion: nothing...I'm lifeless...
Looking forward to: being not so me
Worry: none
Annoyance: my mother
Doing: studying and blogging
Reading: my friend's book and notes
Sound: Say it Again - Marie Digby
Pain: i don't know where but I can feel pain
Itch: none
Hate: none?
Environment: peaceful, lifeless
Taste: none
Want: to have an amnesia
Day: Monday
Date: 8th December
Time: 12:42pm
Company: none
Windows open: yes
Thought: none..

3 days of ...

For these past 3 days, I got the chance to be alone. I love this feeling. No one talks to me. No one cares. I just do my everything on my own. Sleeping late. Studying. Eating. Walking. Looking at the clouds. I did these things alone.

Trying to do the things to forget that you are empty is somehow helpful. But still, I'm lifeless. I can say these things clearly.
I'm lifeless. I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I love this feeling or I hate it. I guess I'm in between those too.

Being silent is helpful sometimes....Oh!...I'm not in the mood to study right now. I just want to write and feel the wind through the windows...Looking at the sky.

Lifeless,meaningless

I am lifeless. Everything in me is now meaningless. As I live in days without seeing or talking to you, my life became so boring. I always talk to you. You won't respond.

Another thing that makes me live my life as lifeless is my moods. I am not myself. I don't speak. I'm just reading my notes. I'm also reading my book. I'm stuck up in my room studying while listening to Paramore on my playlist. I'm doing the things I normally do but there is really something wrong.

My environment is so peaceful but then I can feel something. This is bad. I know it. I have to stop it but I can't.

I'm giving rules to myself about not thinking about things that makes me feel blank. I'm forbidding myself not tho think about you nor anything that represents you. The more I try harder the more I feel blank.

This feeling must stop now. I have to focus. Tomorrow is my exam and I'm so not into it. I hate living like this.

and I'm so Happy....

Weather: rainy day
Music: none
Clothes: black tops, checkered shorts
Smell: nothing
Emotion: :-)
Looking forward to: Tuesday because of our exam
Worry: none
Annoyance: my mother
Doing: studying and blogging
Reading: my friend's book and notes
Sound: none
Pain: throat
Itch: throat
Hate: cough
Environment: peaceful
Taste: none
Want: to see him because I will not see him for two weeks
Day: Friday
Date: 5th December
Time: 07:30pm
Company: none
Windows open: no
Thought: Karasuma..

A Great Day

Today, I had so much fun with my classmates. We are required to watch a play in a town far from our school.

We bought the ticket costing 100. And we had our fee for the ride as 40. Although it is too costly we still enjoyed it.

The play is about how the Japanese tortured the Filipinos. The play took 2 and half hour. We have to make a report about it. A short summary and to be passed next Thursday. We also took pictures as a proof that we watched the play.

When we are in jeepney, I am very happy because of my classmates that are too noisy. I like them so much. I love it when we are in the zigzag road where they shout loudly. I'm afraid about that ride because it's near in a creek but then nothing happened. Thanks to HIM. ^^

After the show, we took a ride again and instead of going home, I joined them in the Ynares Center. I really enjoyed that trip because of them.

Another thing that made this day so great is that I talked to Karasuma. A while ago but it's just a short talk because he is making something..haha...

Oh! Before I forget, we had our preliminary exam this morning in our Draw subject and even if it's hard to recognize the thing that we will draw, I still had the correct answer. I hope my grades will turn out the way I am hoping it should be..Haha..^^
Well, I really thank God for this day. For the protection and for the love, for the wisdom and for the people I met. I really thank HIM..^^

Orange day

Weather: rainy day
Music: none
Clothes: red tops, blue shorts
Smell: cake, salad
Emotion: :-)
Looking forward to: a book my classmate will lend me...
Worry: none
Annoyance: competition in school
Doing: studying and blogging
Reading: notes
Sound: none
Pain: throat
Itch: throat
Hate: cough
Environment: peaceful
Taste: cake, salad
Want: to see him because I will not see him for two weeks
Day: thursday
Date: 4th December
Time: 07:47pm
Company: none
Windows open: no
Thought: Karasuma..

Bacteria

Well, on our DTID Subject..like I told you we had our special quiz and I reviewed more on the 10 definitions of Bacteria.

Oh! My head hurts for memorizing different names of bacteria and that thing that I reviewed was not included.

Here are some things that I still can remeber and I don't know if the spelling is right..haha

• Campylobacter j...

I don't remember the species....but it sounds like a Korean word beginning with J..

• Escherichea Coli

I'm not sure about the spelling of Escherichea...Haha

• Clostridium Botulinum, Clostridium Perfringes??

Oh I have a not good memory..Haha

• Listeria Monocytogens..

This is my favorite. It sounds like a mouthwash haha,,,..It's easy to memorize this one..

• Salmonela spp. Shigella spp.

Another easy to memorize..^^

Hmm That's all that I can remember from the 10 Definitions..haha.. I realy enjoyed memorizing this terms even if they are not included because it's fun pronouncing haha...^^

Dot Dot Dot

...

Omo...Haha...Today is a cloudy, and rainy day. Rainy, hmmm, I remember something but not about those days..Haha

Chemistry was a great subject. I think I will enjoy this post-subject because of the great competition I have. My friend, the one I am always with, is my new adversary. I haven't answered much on the recitation this morning but I did explain the Classifications of Matter; gave an example of the methods used in separating the states of matter; and ...

I like our new professor. She's strict but I think she has favorites. The class has just begun and she only calls those students near to her so I guess I have to get her attention by studying harder and recite more. Extra-effort again but I really love that subject.

DTID or Good Health and Sanitation made me study really hard. We had a surprise quiz this afternoon and the professor came earlier to the time she is supposed to meet us. Luckily, I got perfect even if those things that I reviewed are not included in the quiz. Hmmm, Sorry..Really sorry.

HRM 3 or Baking Science became very boring. Really boring. The professor just red those terminologies in baking and she just literally translated it to our language. I don't like those teaching methods or as if you shoulkd call it a teaching method..Ahh...She did it for 3 hours and we are so hungry. On our next meeting we will now bake a brownies. HRM 3 is cool if we are not having lectures..Haha..

I like my new friend. Hmmm..My friend is so cool. We are the same. We both like the Twilight and w talked about same things. I hope we can be good friends.

This is my school life this day...

Temptations

Oh! I can't focus on studying. I want to write something so after my homework in Chemistry I rushed on my blog..Haha..

Temptations are not good but I enjoy writing. Really and even if I'm not a good writer or anything..I just write what I feel. That's what Ialways want to do.

haha..So..I guess I have to start writing now about my new blog...I mean I am going to make my new blog cute...I'll start now..Haha

3rd Day of December

Weather: cloudy day
Music: Hillsong
Clothes: maroon shorts, white tops
Smell: sushi
Emotion: :-)
Looking forward to: a book my classmate will lend me...
Worry: none
Annoyance: P.E. Class becasue I don't like to feel hot
Doing: studying and blogging
Reading: notes
Sound: Forever-Hillsong
Pain: throat
Itch: throat
Hate: cough
Environment: peaceful
Taste: medicine
Want: to see him because I will not see him for two weeks
Day: wednesday
Date: 3rd December
Time: 06:01pm
Company: none
Windows open: no
Thought: Karasuma..

Busy Mode

I will be busy again. I will have an exam next week and I have to prepare for it. I have to study and get good grades..Haha..

I am going to read many notes again and I have to sleep early. Also, I have my other blog and I'm working on it. haha. I love you....suki..^^

Today is a very nice day. I hope everyday is like this. No problems, no everything...haha..

Okie I have to study now....watch Shakugan no Shana first...haha..^^

See you next week...Advance Merry Christmas To all....I'm signing out for now..Haha..

Sorry Miss English

We had a student teacher on our English Class this morning. I am so sorry for her. It was not really my intention but I have to correct her. She gave a wrong example of Compound-Complex Sentence.

She mistakenly made a Compound Predicate and Simple Subject Sentence instead of making a Compound-Complex Sentence.

I told her in a nice way about that mistake and she said that it's ok. What I hate is that my classmates..some of them and mostly those people on the front row..made a bad look at me. I hate it when I answer in recitations and they look at me. Hmmm..

Back to Miss English. I do not know her name so I call her Miss English. She smiled at me and I guess that everything's ok. I wrote a letter to her before dismissing our class and I gave it to her. In that letter explains the difference between a Compound-Complex Sentence and a Simple Subject Compound Predicate Sentence..I also apologized for the incident.

Hmmm..I did the right thing because I don't want my classmates to have a wrong answer on the upcoming exam.

Sushi Day

Yesterday, we had our Sushi Day in School. Thanks to my friend. I think he might be a good cook someday. I saw him many times cooking and preparing foods and he's really good.

BTW, yesterday, I made a sushi. I love it. It's really easy to do. I ate 6 pieces and I'm full already. My mom told me that it is because of the rice. I used a gluten rice that's why I became easily full.

On Christmas, I will cook sushi..Haha..

New Blog

I have a new blog but I better not tell what is the link. Haha. It's a blog where I can honestly tell my feelings...Haha..I enjoy having that new Blog..^^

Moons and Whatevers

Weather: in between cloudy and sunny
Music: paramore, Hillsong, Sixpence None the Richer
Clothes: smhs jogging pants, white with pink tops
Smell: medicine
Emotion: :-( and :-)
Looking forward to: reading Romeo and Juliet...
Worry: why he does not talk
Annoyance: myself for liking him
Doing: reading,listening
Reading: Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet
Sound: Don't Dream It's Over-Sixpence None the Richer
Pain: throat
Itch: throat
Hate: cough and myself
Environment: peaceful
Taste: medicine
Want: to see him because I will not see him for two weeks
Day: monday
Date: 1st December
Time: 07:59pm
Company: none
Windows open: no
Thought: Karasuma..

The Moon is Smiling

Today, I can see the moon and the planets, Jupiter and Venus. My sister received a message about this event that will happen again on November 18, 2052. I'm so lucky because I saw a beautiful scene.

The tears from my eyes are gone now because of the amazing thing I saw. Ahhh, I love the moon and the stars...It's so cool and the moon is really smiling.

The two planets looks like the eyes and the crescent moon looks like the lips smiling. Wahhh..

It's so cool...BTW, I talked to him because of that event. It's a chance in a lifetime and I don'twant him to miss it but he did so I made a resemblance and send it to him. He said it is cool..^^...I hope everyone will see this event..^^

That's what it looks like..haha..so nice and I hope he will smile to me too like the moon..It is not a moonless night tonight. I love it..^^..I miss him...

Bye

Bye is the last word I told him for today. I will not talk to him again. I'll try not to talk to him. I will. I really will.

Even if it's hard on my part, I will push myself to avoid him. And to begin with that I have to stop talking to him.

Tears are flowing in my eyes again as the rain pours down. It's the first day of December and my first December for this year is melancholic.

Who am I for him to talked to? I'm just a nobody.

I hate this pain that I'm feeling right now. I don't hate him but I hate myself more because of liking him makes me sad. I hate it...I hate it...I really hate it...

The effect..

I am now in Act 3 Scene 3 in Romeo and Juliet. I have so much fun reading it. Even though some are obsolete, archaic and neologism words, I still like it.

Last night is a terrifying night but now I have forgotten it because I distracted myself by reading Romeo and Juliet.

I love it. Especially in Act Scene 4-6. I enjoyed it. Hmmmm...^^

Goodnight, goodnight. Parting is such sweet sorrow.

That I shall say "Good night" till it be morrow.